Without all our little ties we may fall apart

Thursday, February 10, 2011

ABC Diet Day 18

"When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth." — Jodi Picoult

Thinspiration? Lovespiration? Who knows.

Well my dears, it's been 4 days. That's all it took for all the feelings to become undeniable. I've gone through so much shit, I'm hard, I'm strong, and yet he makes me weak. He makes my heart pound and hands shake. He makes my mind race and my voice break. Even when I'm all choked up with tears he makes it easy for me to breath and laugh. I'm afraid of falling for him and getting hurt again but I've never really had a choice. I've always loved the Troublemaker. Once MLK day came along there was no turning back, I've loved him every minute since then. I still can't believe it's been over a year.

On to the numbers

What I ate:
2 slices of Wheat toast
Sugar Free Strawberry Jelly
Total Calories: 165
Calorie Limit: 200

What I did:
25 minutes of running / speed ball
Calories burned: 477

I currently weigh:
183 lbs.

What to do, what to do about Valentines Day. . .hmmm. Suggestions?

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